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  • PoEtRy TiMe!!! I call this one Alive

    i am alive today

    until today my heart did slumber

    does love exist? my existance wondered

    i felt it not, for i was numb

    love's beautiful song i could not hum

    my vessel did not harbor songs of love

    empty pain was all my soul sang of

    i am alive today

    every tear on my cheeks dryed with  his glance

    his eyes were honest, so i gave love a chance

    i breathed in his spirit, and he breathed mine

    butterflies and thrills fluttered up my spine

    his warmth now sets my heart aglow

    and although i love him so, he'll never know

    i am alive today

    in the midst of this happiness, i think of the past

    what will i do if his feelings don't last?

    will the song of love still flow through my veins

    if his heart and soul i cannot obtain?

    but when we worry about the future, we forget the present

    todays and tomorrows are borrowed time spent

    but i am alive today.

Thursday, 23 December 2004

  • so it seems as if everything about christmas is changing this year...

    my immediate family normally opens presents on christmas eve...after we go to mccrory to visit with my mom's side of the family...we normally get back from that around 9 or 10 and start opening our own gifts...then the on christmas day we have dinner at our house with our dad's side of the family....

    this year...my brother decided that he and his girlfriend are not coming to the party at mccrory for my mom's side of the family...they are gonna get here at about 5...and i guess that we(lynn, mom, dad, and i) are just supposed to be here when they get here instead of being at mccrory...also...audra is not going to be here tomorrow night bc her husband doesn't wanna come...so she's gonna come tonight, open her gifts, and leave christmas eve morning...wait a second...i thought christmas was about being with family?!?!...also...my uncle decided that they were tired of coming to our house on christmas-even though its tradition-and said that they want us to come to their house in conway...thats not a big deal but it snowed and iced and the roads suck...so we might not even get to see them this christmas...

    i want things to be like it used to be...since my grandma (dad's mom) died last year and my papa (mom's dad) died this year...everything with our families has been crap...its like they were the foundation of the family and once they're gone everything goes wrong...people start arguing and fighting...and the family falls apart...i dont like it at all...i miss the good old days...

    sorry this post is so negative

    amber

Wednesday, 22 December 2004

  • so if you curl your hair the night before an orthodontist appointment are you leading a terribly sad life? nah, its good to feel pretty even for some insignificant reason....as long as you're happy...and ringlets make me smile...

    i went to the eye doctor today...it was strange...the doctor made me feel super uncomfortable...like old guy hitting on young girl uncomfortable...i mean i'm sure it was a misunderstanding but still it was weird...he found out that i was going to stephens college and apparently part of his family goes there and he was so excited...he put his hand on my leg and said, "I'll see if I can't come visit you while I'm in town." 

    and then the nurse lady put this weird liquidy stuff in my eyes and then stuck this pen-like thing up to my eyes and said don't worry this won't hurt, i just numbed your eyes...weird feeling i tell ya

    i accidently left my very personal poem out and my dad read it...he also saw my xanga...nothing bad was on it or in the poem but still, i dont really like my dad knowing personal things about me...its weird...and i dont like it lol...he thinks i'm going to become a famous country singer/songwriter...right...

    amber

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    • Name: amber
    • Location: Little Rock, Arkansas, United States
    • Birthday: 5/28/1987
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 11/19/2004

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